this morning

The sound of her alarm clock had awake Emily. Even though it was her favorite song that she hears every morning it still startle her as though she wasn’t expecting it to go off, yet another morning. The night before she had already picked out her outfit that she was going to wear to school. But when she had looked outside, she thought to herself, “It’s raining cats and dogs”. As the rain drop down on the roof tops. It hit tops of the umbrellas and made big splashing pebbles. So instead of getting ready for school, she took herself right back to sleep, and the cats and dogs keep falling.

troubles

I remember the day he left for war. She couldn’t stop crying. Even though she never admits it to anyone, she really didn’t want him to leave. He was the love of her life; they called each other soul mates. My best friend Sally couldn’t bare the pain of losing him. That night she cried on my shoulders. Tears of sorrow and pain. All I could do was rub her back, and let her know everything was going to be ok. I think that’s the reason she started cheating with Mike.

america

As it turned out they did something profound.
Demonstrated great courage,
We can do it!
Is what they told each other, before the battle.
Glazing out the window looking for something she can’t find
Desperation in her eyes
Loneliness in her heart.
Ostentatiously spread his legs and straddled
Smiling but dying inside
Sometimes she wanted to scream
Sometimes she wanted to just sleep
Pretending to enjoy his company, but dying inside
Cause her husband was so far away.
Hanging the American flay with tape connected
Proud of his country
Different colors representing different things
But all meaning courage
And power
Wishing he would come home
Past love needed badly.

New News

As they are both glazing out the window Amber eyes, slowly drops to the floor, with a worried scared look on her face. She knows she has to tell Mindy something very important.
Amber: Mindy we need to talk
Mindy: About what Amber?
Amber: I really don’t know how to say it
Mindy: I’m like a sister to you, it shouldn’t be that difficult.
Amber: No but it really is
Mindy: ok then tell me, give me what you think is bad first
Amber: but it’s not that easy, coming from my position.
Mindy: I understand how hard it may seem so just take a breather count 10 and say it.
Amber: ok I’ll try. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10. Are you ready?
Mindy: yes I’m ready!
Amber: I’m 8 weeks
Mindy: You’re pregnant. YaY!!!!!!
Amber: Yes. That’s the good news, are you ready for the bad.
Mindy: I think so. What is it?
Amber: Your father is my baby’s daddy.
Mindy: wow you sleeping with my Dad you whore! How long?
Amber: since the first time you took me to your house for a family dinner.
Mindy: You bitch, just because you didn’t have a home doesn’t mean you can come and mess my shit up, how could you, nasty whore.
Amber: I told him about it and he wants me to keep it.
Mindy: oh no you’re not
Amber: that’s what we both want.
Mindy: he still married to my mother; you really think that she will allow this to happen
Amber: she actually knows about the whole thing, we’ve even had threesomes before, I told her about it and she wants me to keep it, she said it’s like a new addition to her family. So I guess you going to have a little brother or little sister.
Mindy: you little bitch, so you sleeping with my whole family
Amber: No not your whole family, just your mother and father, I haven’t gotten to your brother or uncles yet.
Mindy: I don’t believe this crazy shit.
Amber: well believe it.
With saying a word, Mindy jumps on Amber and they start fighting.

thank u

All these years, you put me through so much pain and tears.
I didn’t know how to hate
I didn’t know how to love or be loved.
I didn’t know what happiness felt like because of you and all your lies
and the many times I tried
to come to the conclusion that the love you gave me
was just an illusion.
I remember the good times
which are so far and in between
when you use to make me laugh
now all I fell is sad
when you use to hug me,
now you won’t even touch me.
Sometimes, when I’m walking down the street and see people together
I wonder, that could have been, that should have been us!
But in a way, you made me who I am today
all the negative energy all the sleepless nights
all the days when you weren’t there
all the nights I had to stare
at the wall and talk to it like it was you.
So I just want to say
thank you, mama.

a great man

What is the definition of a great man?
Is it the color of his skin?
Is it the way he walks and talks?
Is it the way he looks at you in your eyes?
Or is it a man defined by his character?

friends

A friend is a word that's easy to say and hard to do, to some retrospect, it's like the use of the word love, I just am amazed at how much people call you their friends but keep so much shit from you, especially when it has something to do with you, that's when the word acquaintance comes in, but everyone always wants to attain the friendship title, it's a sad thing, and the crazy thing is, when or if you were in the other person's shoes you'd do anything for them, because of how good of a person you are, so all I have to say is choose who you call a friend wisely, because not everyone deserves the title.